Dual purposed blog: a journal of my experience as an intended parent through surrogacy, and a resource for others going through the same experience.
Also visit my surrogate's blog (Link on the right) for the other half of the story!

Monday, May 2, 2011

Sunday, May 1, 2011

Going crazy

Maybe blogging this will help.  I doubt it.
I'm not sure if I'm going to survive until Wednesday.  I just need to know the answer...pregnant or not pregnant.  With every passing day I'm growing more and more anxious and nervous because Jane told me she bought a bunch of pregnancy tests and she'd call me the minute one turned out positive.  When she was pregnant with our baby that miscarried we had a positive result by day 6 (I'm fairly sure).  We are at day 7 now and I've heard nothing.  I know that that doesn't mean anything conclusive, but it just makes me nervous.  1 blood test tomorrow, one wednesday.  
Going blue from holding my breath....