It was one year ago today that I was forced to abort my baby. I can't believe that I have not even achieved a pregnancy by now. Honestly I feel like I've been doing ok for most of the year (except for at first of course). People would ask me about how I was doing and I'd say I was ok and I meant it. Now however I'm having a harder time with it. All of the disappointment is getting to me. If people ask me, I still try to put on a happy face, but it isn't at all sincere.
The latest plan is that we'll transfer again the first week of february. I think my heart will break if it doesn't work this time.
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